keep the fire burning...
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Hey You!
James Morrison
I don't know where I crossed the line
Was it something that I said
Or didn't say this time
And I don't know if it's me or you
But I can see the skies are changing
In all the shades of blue
And I don't know which way it's gonna go
If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
I thought that time was on our side
I've put in far too many years
To let this pass us by
You see life is a crazy thing
There'll be good time and there'll be bad times
And everything in between
And I don't know which way it's gonna go
If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
Oh we're a little closer now
And finding what life's all about
Yeah I know you just can't stand it
When things don't go your way
But we've got no control over what happens anyway
If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Can't stop it, can't stop it, just can't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Let it fall, please don't stop the rain
Labels: peter parker, PP, song of the day, thoughts
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Mon Cherie Amour
Colby Caillat
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.
If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized.
My heart aches every time you leave.
I know I shouldn't cry 'coz I should be used to it by now.
But it still hurts 'coz you make me realize how much I love you... every time.
Labels: loneliness, thoughts
Monday, July 7, 2008
Breathing Out
There are times in my life that I think I just want to die. Now is one of them. But then whenever I think about that, it makes me think that I’m selfish. Selfish because I’ll be leaving two beautiful bebes de vampire behind, motherless.
So anyway, I shouldn’t think I want to die right now, but man, it hurts. I’m confused. Is it because of my pride? Is it because I’m afraid? Is it because I want my les bebes de vampire to have a good life? Or is it because I am still capable of loving as much as I did before? Truth is I don’t know. Maybe it’s none of the above or all of the above.
Every person has a breaking point. It is when they say that enough is enough. When will I ever hear those words coming from my very own mouth? I used to believe that I’m a strong person. That no one will ever be able to hurt me. I was strong... until I chose to give it my all. Well, almost my all.
Up until now, I couldn’t quite fathom why it has come to this. I’m always about to break because the pain is too much for me to bear, but I have also always refused to give in. I have to protect les bebes de vampire. If I give in now, who will be there for them?! It’s like I’m stuck in this situation forever. Don’t act stupid because you’re not, they always say. Maybe I’m not. I guess I’m just taking my time in figuring out what needs to be done, because it is a very delicate situation. Or maybe I am. It’s taking me a lot of time because I can’t figure it out. Or again, maybe I’m not. I’m just a fool. A very hard-headed fool! I have always known what to do but I refuse to take the necessary steps. They told me to let go, but when I look at my les bebes de vampire, it feels like all my strength goes down the drain. Why is it so hard to make a decision and think of yourself for a change when you look into those two pairs of beautifully innocent eyes?
Maybe this is only a part of a really bad dream, a nightmare. In an instant I’ll wake up and cry about this nightmare on his shoulders. Or maybe, I’m not cut out to be with him for the rest of my life.
I want my heart to stop feeling what it has been feeling for the past years. Or maybe I don’t. God help me.
