keep the fire burning...

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

For My Two Beautiful Children

Princess and Prince,

Mommy is feeling a little weak today. I feel tired. I feel sad. I feel alone. I'm sorry if I'm like this. Sometimes, even mommies get tired and they get weak, you know. Like, you, they also make a lot of mistakes. I have made a lot of mistakes. But still, I try to be strong for the both of you. You are all I have. You are my strength. My love for the two of you gives me the reason to fight and try to win the fight. If I have fought long and hard, it is all because of you. And I promise you, you will never see me crying. You will not see me hurt. I will remain strong for you. I love you both so much. I'll always be here for you.

Love,
Mommy



You'll Be In My Heart
Phil Collins

Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here dont you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us cant be broken
I will be here dont you cry

And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always

Why cant they understand the way we feel
They just dont trust what they cant explain
I know were different but deep inside us
Were not that different at all

And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always

Dont listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
Theyll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
Theyll see in time, I know

Well show them together cuz...

Youll be in my heart
I believe, youll be in my heart
Ill be there from this day on
Now and forever more

Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart always

Always...
Ill be with you
Ill be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Ill be there always

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posted by LeVamp Yigae at 7:39 PM 0 comments

Too Much Hurt=Numb

I do not want to feel anything today. I just wish that everything would end. When I wake up from this nightmare, I wish I can still gather my wits together. I feel that now is the time that I should make a trip to the shrink.

STUCK IN A MOMENT
U2

I'm not afraid of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me that I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere, baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake, the colours that you bring
But the nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I still listen through your ears, and through your eyes I can see

And you are such a fool
To worry like you do I know it's tough, and you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now... my oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Oh love look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm till you discover how deep...
I wasn't jumping... for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now
You're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along the stony pass It's just a moment
This time will pass

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posted by LeVamp Yigae at 5:22 PM 0 comments

should i keep the fire burning?

First Love
Utada Hikaru



 Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
the last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell
 Ashita no imagoro ni wa 
Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou
tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?
 You are always gonna be my love 
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
 Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari
the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about
 Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou
tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you
 You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
 You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever...
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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posted by LeVamp Yigae at 1:29 AM 0 comments

Friday, September 14, 2007

Emote Emote

LATER
Fra Lippo Lippi

how could you come with me
when you knew all along that you had to go

how could you you watch me sleep
so close to you
pretending not to know

how could you memorize my name
and forget who i am

how could you think
you're still the same
believing i can

it's too late to stop pretending
it's too late for a new beginning
later than the sunset
later that the rain
later than ever to love you again

how could you ask for more
with an innocent smile
trusting me to stay

how could you close the door
and leave me here
supposing I'm ok

how could you break down
my disguise
and uncover my fears

how could you look into my eyes
ignoring my tears

it's too late to start pretending
it's too late for a new beginning
later that the sunset
later than the rain
later than ever to love you again

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posted by LeVamp Yigae at 11:50 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

My Song For Today

STUPID GIRL
Garbage

You pretend you're high

You pretend you're bored
You pretend you're anything
Just to be adored
And what you need
Is what you get

Don't believe in fear
Don't believe in faith
Don't believe in anything
That you cant break

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
All you had you wasted
All you had you wasted

What drives you on what drives you on
Can drive you mad can drive you mad
A million lies to sell yourself
Is all you ever had

Don't believe in love
Don't believe in hate
Don't believe in anything
That you cant waste

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
Cant believe you fake it
Cant believe you fake it

Don't believe in fear
Don't believe in pain
Don't believe in anyone
That you cant tame

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
All you had you wasted
All you had you wasted

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
Cant believe you fake it
Cant believe you fake it

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
Cant believe you fake it
Cant believe you fake it

You stupid girl

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posted by LeVamp Yigae at 12:57 AM 0 comments

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

3

Three things that scare me

1. being thrown into a cage full of lions
2. being tortured with injections
3. being left alone by les bebes de vampire

Three people who make me laugh

1. les bebes de vampire
2. my family
3. Ju Ji Hoon

Three things I don’t understand

1. why we can't reach the sky
2. why people breathe
3. why people hurt other people

Three things on my desk

1. lotion
2. phone
3. glass of water

Three things I am doing right now

1. breathing
2. thinking
3. loving

Three things I want to do before I die

1. I want to see to it that my children are happy with their life
2. Go to South Korea and marry Ju Ji Hoon
3. make the people who've hurt me suffer (jowk!)

Three things I can do

1. write
2. draw
3. keep things to myself

Three things I can’t do

1. can't sleep without teddy and spider-man
2. can't stay put in a single time, place and space (figuratively speaking)
3. can't eat fire

Three things I think you should listen to

1. me, especially when I'm signing (believe me!)
2. me, when I'm reading aloud
3. the big man up there

Three things you should never listen to

1. the voices in your head (you might be turning looney)
2. trying hard singers (they'll make your ears explode!I swear)
3. your heart (.)

Three things I would like to learn

1. how to fly a plane
2. how to convince people to vote for me when I run for presidency
3. how to be numb

Three favorite food

1. sashimi
2. pasta
3. beef

Three shows I watched as a kid

1. transformers
2. sesame street
3. batibot

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posted by LeVamp Yigae at 1:43 AM 0 comments