keep the fire burning...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

...

Even Santa Fell In Love

He brushes back his silver hair
And checks to see if she is standing there
After years of traveling around
With the reindeer hooves above the ground
Never made the missus run away

Remembering the night they met
Figure skating she played hard to get
In his red suit he slid past
Who could resist that charming laugh?
He said he would teach her how to fly

Even Santa fell in love
Everybody needs someone to come home to
After the longest day
Even Santa fell in love
And she's the only one he wants to come back to
When the toys are put away
Even on Christmas Day

She sees his eyes are all aglow
Anticipating children laughing in the snow
And with just his Christmas touch
Under mistletoe before the rush
Mrs. Kringle feels the tingle in her heart

Even Santa fell in love
Everybody needs someone to come home to
After the longest day
Even Santa fell in love
And she's the only one he wants to come back to
When the toys are put away
Even on Christmas Day

Even Santa fell in love
Everybody needs someone to come home to
After the longest day
Even Santa fell in love
And she's the only one he wants to come back to
When the toys are put away
Even on Christmas Day
Even on Christmas Day

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Aza, Aza, Fighting!

Warrior is a Child
Gary Valenciano

Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
I'm strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears

Chorus:
They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
(Look up for His smile)
'Coz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child


Unafraid because His armor is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing
I never face retreat, oh no
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet

Chorus:
They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
(Look up for His smile)
'Coz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child


They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
(Look up for His smile)
'Coz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child

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Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Closing My Eyes

"Be good and everything will be okay." I say to myself.
Read on...


Your Greatest Curse Can Turn To Be

Your Greatest Blessing


Michelangelo had a persecutor who was very jealous of him.

(I don’t mean the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle, but the real Michelangelo.)

The persecutor’s name was Bramante, a famous architect during that time.

By the way, do you know Bramante? I’m positive 99% of you never heard of him. Do you notice how persecutors fade away in the dust, but the one they persecute become legends? An important lesson to remember!

When Pope Julius thought of making a tomb, he asked Michelangelo to do it.

But when Bramante heard of it—and thought of the acclaim that Michelangelo would receive from it—he discouraged the Pope from continuing with the project. True enough, after Michelangelo searched far and wide for the perfect marble for the project—which took 8 long months—he learned that the Pope had abandoned the project. Michelangelo was very disappointed.

One day, the Pope thought of another project.

Upon hearing about it, Bramante concluded that it would be a time-consuming project and would receive very little public acclaim. So he told the Pope to give it to Michelangelo. In his mind, it would keep the artist busy for years—and accomplish nothing of great value.

Besides, it was also a painting job, and Bramante knew that Michelangelo was not even a painter, but a sculptor.

Michelangelo saw the trap. He knew it was a ploy by his enemy to destroy him. At first, he declined. But the Pope insisted, and not wanting to deny his Holiness, he agreed.

The project was indeed time-consuming. It took Michelangelo 4 years to finish, and he almost lost his eyesight because of it…

I’m sure you know the project by now: The Sistine Chapel. The grandest masterpiece of Michelangelo. More than anything, it made him one of the greatest painters of all time.

What was meant to curse him turned out to be his greatest blessing.

Good Friday was supposed to be the greatest curse.

Yet it also turned out to be the greatest blessing.

No Matter What Trials Come,

Keep Doing The Good You’re Supposed To Do

I reflect on this story and look at my own life.

I’ve been serving God for that past 27 years, and I do get my share of little “Bramante’s” scattered here and there.

But without them, I would have missed my greatest blessings: spiritual growth, opportunities to serve, and the impact I have on people’s lives.

My biggest Bramante’s were the two men who molested me as a child.

Because of these indescribable painful experiences, I’ve been able to heal so many people who have the same inner wounds. (You can read more about this in two of my books, Your Past Does Not Define Your Future, and 7 Secrets To Real Freedom.)

I could also think of my other trials in life…

Oh, why do bad things happen to good people?

Here’s my great theological answer: I don’t know.

But this I know. No matter what trials come, I’ll do the good that I’m supposed to do.

And at the end of the day, I will win.

Friend, remain faithful to God in good times and in bad times.

And you’ll see how all things work for good to those who love Him.

And you’ll see how your Good Friday will turn to Easter Sunday.

Don’t ever give up!

May your dreams come true,

Bo Sanchez

I couldn't remember when exactly Sally sent this to me. I keep it in my files so when I feel like reading it, I don't have to search high and low for it. Today is one of those days.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Home

Celebrate Me Home
Reuben Studdard

I'm going home today,
I believe I've missed each and every face,
get there and play my music,
Turn on every love light in the place

It's time I found myself,
Totally surrounded in the circles
Oh oh, my friends

Please, celebrate me home,
Give me a number,
please, celebrate me home
Play me one more song,
That I'll always remember,
I can recall
whenever I find myself too all alone,
I can sing me home.

Uneasy highway,
Traveling where the Westerly winds can fly,
Somebody tried to tell me,
But the men forgot to tell me why,

I gotta count on being gone,
Come on woman, come on daddy,
Be what you want me as
I'm this strong, I'll be weak

Please, celebrate me home,
Give me a number,
please, celebrate me home
Play me one more song,
That I'll always remember,
I can recall,

whenever I find myself too all alone,
I can make believe I've never gone.

Please, celebrate me home,
Give me a number,
please, celebrate me home
Play me one more song,
...
Play me one more song,
Hey,
somebody said,
celebrate me home
i cant, wait to see ya,

i can't, wait to hold you,
you know i miss you, yeah.

come on and,
Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate me home,
Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate me home,

Well you know I'm finally here,
And you don't have to worry,
no,no...
no no no no no no

So come on and celebrate, celebrate, celebrate me home.



Now that I have my own life and own family, I started missing the people and the things I used to do at home. Someone once told me that I couldn't choose him over my family. I said I didn't have to choose. Both are important to me. I guess he was hurt. Truth is, I was hurt too. I was appalled that he still thought that way, knowing that he already had me beside him. I don't regret choosing to have my own life and family, but, there are times, especially when I'm alone, that I miss the home I grew up in so much.



Yigae

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Monday, March 10, 2008

Life Soundtrack for Today

Woman In Chains
Tears for Fears


You better love loving and you better behave
You better love loving and you better behave
Woman in chains
Woman in chains


Calls her man the great white hope
Says shes fine, shell always cope
Woman in chains
Woman in chains


Well I feel lying and waiting is a poor mans deal
And I feel hopelessly weighed down by your eyes of steel
Its a world gone crazy
Keeps woman in chains


Trades her soul as skin and bones
Sells the only thing she owns
Woman in chains
Woman in chains


Men of stone
Men of stone


Well I feel deep in your heart there are wounds time can't heal
And I feel somebody somewhere is trying to breathe
Well you know what I mean
It's a world gone crazy
Keeps woman in chains


Its under my skin but out of my hands
I'll tear it apart but I wont understand
I will not accept the greatness of man
It's a world gone crazy
Keeps woman in chains


So free her
So free her



I can't breathe. I seem to be chained to something and I can't seem to let myself loose. I should've never passed-up on that Bohol vacation.
...
I find it funny that every time I feel something, I always find the right song that mirrors my sentiments. I've heard this song since only-God-knows-when and only-God-knows-how-many-times. It's like I grew up with it. I hart this song.


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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Friendship

My Wish
Rascal Flatt

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you wanna go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I only have few friends. I'm not choosy, it's just that I only meet a few who are worthy of being called a friend. But even if I only have a few friends, I feel that I am so blessed for having them. This song was dedicated to me by a friend. Awww!:)

Oh, yeah... Merry Christmas y'all! Keep fire burning!

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

Melancholic

"You And I Both"
Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
you've finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.

God, i'm missing you sooooo damn much!!!

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

For My Two Beautiful Children

Princess and Prince,

Mommy is feeling a little weak today. I feel tired. I feel sad. I feel alone. I'm sorry if I'm like this. Sometimes, even mommies get tired and they get weak, you know. Like, you, they also make a lot of mistakes. I have made a lot of mistakes. But still, I try to be strong for the both of you. You are all I have. You are my strength. My love for the two of you gives me the reason to fight and try to win the fight. If I have fought long and hard, it is all because of you. And I promise you, you will never see me crying. You will not see me hurt. I will remain strong for you. I love you both so much. I'll always be here for you.

Love,
Mommy



You'll Be In My Heart
Phil Collins

Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here dont you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us cant be broken
I will be here dont you cry

And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always

Why cant they understand the way we feel
They just dont trust what they cant explain
I know were different but deep inside us
Were not that different at all

And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always

Dont listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
Theyll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
Theyll see in time, I know

Well show them together cuz...

Youll be in my heart
I believe, youll be in my heart
Ill be there from this day on
Now and forever more

Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart always

Always...
Ill be with you
Ill be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Ill be there always

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Too Much Hurt=Numb

I do not want to feel anything today. I just wish that everything would end. When I wake up from this nightmare, I wish I can still gather my wits together. I feel that now is the time that I should make a trip to the shrink.

STUCK IN A MOMENT
U2

I'm not afraid of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me that I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere, baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake, the colours that you bring
But the nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I still listen through your ears, and through your eyes I can see

And you are such a fool
To worry like you do I know it's tough, and you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now... my oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Oh love look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm till you discover how deep...
I wasn't jumping... for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now
You're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along the stony pass It's just a moment
This time will pass

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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

3

Three things that scare me

1. being thrown into a cage full of lions
2. being tortured with injections
3. being left alone by les bebes de vampire

Three people who make me laugh

1. les bebes de vampire
2. my family
3. Ju Ji Hoon

Three things I don’t understand

1. why we can't reach the sky
2. why people breathe
3. why people hurt other people

Three things on my desk

1. lotion
2. phone
3. glass of water

Three things I am doing right now

1. breathing
2. thinking
3. loving

Three things I want to do before I die

1. I want to see to it that my children are happy with their life
2. Go to South Korea and marry Ju Ji Hoon
3. make the people who've hurt me suffer (jowk!)

Three things I can do

1. write
2. draw
3. keep things to myself

Three things I can’t do

1. can't sleep without teddy and spider-man
2. can't stay put in a single time, place and space (figuratively speaking)
3. can't eat fire

Three things I think you should listen to

1. me, especially when I'm signing (believe me!)
2. me, when I'm reading aloud
3. the big man up there

Three things you should never listen to

1. the voices in your head (you might be turning looney)
2. trying hard singers (they'll make your ears explode!I swear)
3. your heart (.)

Three things I would like to learn

1. how to fly a plane
2. how to convince people to vote for me when I run for presidency
3. how to be numb

Three favorite food

1. sashimi
2. pasta
3. beef

Three shows I watched as a kid

1. transformers
2. sesame street
3. batibot

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Untitled

Appetizer

On a scale of 1 to 10 (with 10 being the highest) how much do you enjoy watching sports on television?

basketball, especially when my favorite team is on, 10
UFC (Universal Fighting Championships), 8
Soccer (UEFA, World Cup), 9

Soup

If you could completely memorize any one work of fiction, which one would you pick?

It would be Interview With A Vampire or The Prophet, either of the two. Both of them are my favorite.

Salad

What is your favorite breakfast food?

I love food so I don't usually pick favorites. Though I'd still prefer Mama's fried rice over bread.

Main Course

Name something fun you can do for less than $10.00.

that would be around Php 450...
option #3. Buy pirated DVDs ...hehehe...
option #2. Buy a nice pair of shoes
option #1. Eat out and have fun at the zoo with les bebes de vampire

...option #1 is more likely to happen than the other two...

Dessert

How long does it usually take you to fall asleep?

When I retire to bed, I'd probably be asleep in a minute or so...

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Friday, July 27, 2007

The Essence of Being Human

I'm reading a book. It's called Living, Loving and Learning by Leo Buscaglia, Ph.D. This book is too optimistic for me, albeit, there is something in the book that keeps me flipping its pages. I've read only a few pages, but I feel that I have learned a lot. The power of words is really amazing. It can either make or break you. It is for this reason that I think before I utter a word. But anyway, there are still times that you have to say words that can hurt people because you have to, but you have to make sure that what you are saying is true.

It is a fact that in order for man to learn, he has to feel pain several times. Sometimes, the pain is nothing, and sometimes, he feels a pain so great, that he just wants everything to stop. It is entirely up to him if he will get out of it, no matter how big the pain he feels, or if he will just bury himself and feel the pain until he dies. It will be his choice if he will be strong or will be weak.

There are a lot of different ways of coping with pain. Either ways, you will need the help of another, a greater power at times. What makes a man human is the pain that he has to feel throughout his life. But what makes a human a person is the love and the care that he feels deep within him and the love and the care that he has to share.


"I think the loving person must return to spontaneity - return to touching each other, to holding each other, to smiling at each other, to thinking of each other, to caring about each other... Hugs are good, they feel nice, and if you don't believe it, try it."
- Leo Buscaglia, Ph. D.

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